Fuck fuck fuck. I fucking dropped my fucking iPhone on the fucking floor and now it has two huge fucking cracks in the fucking glass. Fuck!
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Fuck fuck fuck. I fucking dropped my fucking iPhone on the fucking floor and now it has two huge fucking cracks in the fucking glass. Fuck!
Posted at 10:57 AM | Permalink | Comments (6) | TrackBack (0)
Ok, the teeter totter that is this climbing trip has tipped the other way now. I'm not sending anything hard at the moment. In fact I eased off a bit, deciding I'd get stronger faster if I spent the next week or two getting tonnes of mileage climbing relatively easier routes rather than projecting ones at my limit. Instead of sending route after route with relative ease, I'm now struggling on everything. It's gotta be my head. The mental aspect of climbing is often key to your success or in my case at the moment, ultimate failure. I think all the expectations I brought with me on this trip have created too much pressure to perform. It's not that I'm not strong enough to do the routes I've been getting on recently, it's that I've been making mistakes and pysching myself out. It's time for an attitude adjustment. So what if all the training leading up to the trip didn't get me to where I wanted to be? I can't do anything about it now. I'm here in Spain climbing at what might be the best sport climbing area in the world. It's not about acheaving that 8a+ goal, it's about having fun. When you get really sucked into projecting mode you usually forget about that. It just becomes an obsession to redpoint your route at all cost. Success comes far easier when you set out to accomplish things for the right reasons. Climbing is fun! The routes I'm getting on have amazing moves and the rock has the coolest features. A route I was on yesterday called 'Nanuk' has this great kneebar at the top. As I'm restng in it, I looked out across the valley to see vultures circling the sky above some of the most beautiful scenery I've ever seen. That was an amazing moment. Attitude readjustment beginning. No more chasing grades. No more beating myself up for not being as strong as I wanted to be. Today's a rest day. I'm going to spend the day solidifying this new attitude into my wacked psychy. Stay tuned. I'll report on how it went.
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I finally ticked a hard route yesterday. It's called "En busca del unicornio". It's a 7c+ (5.13a). It's located on the cave in the lower left hand corner of the photo. Finally! I was starting to get pretty frustrated with the trip. I was supposed to come to Spain, climb lots of hard routes and break some new ground. It hasn't been happening. Instead we've been sleeping in late, getting lost trying to find crags, and getting our fingers trashed on shit rock. But now we're in rodellar and everythings changed. Pete and Luke have joined us and they've brought more than enough psych with them. I started projecting this route the first day I got here and managed to get the redpoint on day 2, after 6 tries. Yes!! Evan's been cranking really hard and catching up to me. A "little" competition is always good and so I have to climb harder than him.
Posted at 07:12 AM | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)
I went for another run this morning. That's four so far colleen! If you've ever been to a soundproof party, timed "things" so that you're rushing at peak time during DJ James Fillman's set then you know what my runs have been like. The trails I've been running on are breathtaking. One morning i jogged through old spanish towns where the streets are all cobble stone. Not a soul around. Of course the trance would be playing on my iphone. Just as the track I'm listening to peaks, I jog up to the edge of a huge cliff at the end of the town were a have a 360 degree view of spectacular valleys and cliff bands. The sun's beaming through the valley and as it hits me, I get goose bumps and start feeling euphoric. Amazing! This morning I ran over this cobble stone bridge and through this canyon. There were wild flowers growing on the path and I didn't see a soul. Running on the seawall is great but...
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Climbers lead a sort of paradoxical life. Our biggest passion is climb up rock faces, doing everything we can to avoid falling off. Yet we seek out ways of jumping off of very high places for the pure enjoyment of it. Here I'm doing the mother of all swings. Two bridges, about 55 meters apart. One end of the rope attached to one bridge. Me standing on the other bridge attached to the other end of the rope. 1 - 2 - 3 - JUMP! With the slack and stretch in the rope, it ends up being about a 60 meter pendulum. Holy shit!!
Posted at 12:39 AM | Permalink | Comments (2) | TrackBack (0)
Siurana wasn't that inspiring. The guide book is terrible which means you get lost a lot and it takes a long time to figure out which route is which. I finally found a climb I really wanted to project. Cant remember what it was called but it was really steep and had a lot of pockets. After two attempts, my fingers were destroyed! The damn pockets were so nasty, they cut up three of my fingers to the point were I had to give up on the climb and now i'll probably have to stop climbing all together for a few days to let my fingers heal. Fuck! This is a setback. Oh and I forgot to mention that caught the rope with my leg when I fell and now I also have a huge bruise to go with the mangled fingers. I'm so glad to be moving on. Adiós Siurana!
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